I'm sick

In my life this is the first time that i'm sick lik hell..
after back from kl,
i straight sick..
I cant fall slep on that night
>don't know why..
Im dead!
I look so dead on second day ..
cause Im freaking fever + headache + cough + haqiu
slept for whole day...
oh no!!
dim suen hou...
suck..
on the third day felt ok abit..
it's not 1day just recover but is third day just feel much better.
i couldn't believe that!!!But this is the truth!
dont know what mood on tat 3day..
on the day when i'm sick
someone,she care me..
even she are not beside me but i can feel that she are there..
every word that she said i still can remember..
and i'm happy that..
huhu~~
someone she make my life so interesting...
Thanks Q so much...
someone i only knew to make you worry D:
and Im sorry..
what can i do for you?
someone,
i said:
did you know i miss u so much ? can u feel that?
and Im happy with my life now..
really..

weekend day..

Update hoho~~
recently my life really so so bored...
everyday same thing to do...
nothing special..
and i juz come bck from genting..
so let talk about my genting trip...
2day1nite..
went to genting on saturday..
my sista com my hostel pick me..
so we start our driving..
im damn nervous,
actually this was my second time drove to genting
but i still confuse bout the road..
luckily i have my x10 gps..
if not i sure gg!!
anyway we still are reached..
around 12 smething we reach there..
and my parents are waiting us..
cause they friday jiu com jor..
around 3pm went to casino,
hoho..
eating fst...
and guess what??
when i go into inside the fucker police ask me
mana ic??
and again this is the second time when
im going to inside casino..
am i look child?
suck...







hojia



have a lunch with my parents
and im using my point..
if u are member there sure will neo wat im saying it
hoho..
free~~
after finished the lunch,
start my gamble..
me n elder sista survey
see my mon n daddy gamble..
and im start to play too..
actually im so ganjiong and excited..
and slowly my ganjiong no more..
after play hour n hour
i hav lost
but afterthat recover jor
luckily..
skip
skip
skip
gamble until too late jor..
it was around 1 am..
and my dad are calling me stoped..xd
and i have won some..
rm200++
that enough for me jor
even that are not so much..
but im happy..
did not lost on it can jor..
i did not know my sista gt won bo..
cause she not telling me..
hoho..
The next morning,all of us woke up 10.00 in the morning and got ourselves washed up.
and i Cant slept well on tat nite..
around 11am,
check out..
that all for today..






























end~~

i'm back

time to update my blog,
but i'm not going write much in this post..
sorry for my laziness..
time passes frigging fast!!
and it was april now!!
oh no!!
and it will be the busy month for me..
cause i'm going to have a final exam soon...
and it was my last sem and paper..
starting from now i'm gonna to focus in my study...
less outing with fren,less drama and less fb..
all blacklist!!
but not in case less talking with u~~hoho
as i'm not in good in all the IT stuff,
but at least i had trying..
hmm,anyway i will fight for it..
fighting sebastin~~
forget one thing,i didn't prepare well in my midterm..so maybe my mark will drop...
damnT.T
FINAL need to study very very very well!!!!
oh ya my final project..
hmm..
i'm making a websites that about online fast food shop..
and it is about sushi online deliver..
Today since all we have are sushi restaurants,
our company would like to make sushi as fast food shop where people can have sushi on the go.
In all sushi company,
we are the first sushi company making online ordering in Malaysia.
We delivery sushi to customer and get the best home delivery and office delivery services in Malaysia.
hoho..
is it ok??
please giv a comment and support..




my website..fst page..
wuyaki sushi





today,have a group meeting..
as a leader i had to meet my supervisor..
and she giv me some comment about my websites~~~
ur background are nice but ur button like old nothing special!!
and bla bla bla~~
walao i did so long jor and change again and again..
and now wanna me change again meh!!!
hmmm~~arghhhh!!!!
lazy lazy lazy~~

god bless me~~huhu

somebody to love

i remember when we talk to each other..
as usual we chit chat ...
after pick the phone,
has the pig sound voice on it..
oh no~~~WTF
and i miss her..
i am sorry too those who get hurt by me
sometime we dont know that why we are quarrel/fighting for it?
and even moment we're wondering,
whose fault is it?
i'm a bit diffrent
i didn't know i was going to tell you like this
you might go crazy about..
cold hearted,selffish guy,bad attitude and bla bla bla..
The one i wanted,the one i cared,the one i loved,
so sorry, sorry i never noticed till now..
i will change it..
thank you and thank you,
because of the love you gave me..
i'm standing here..
it will be the same in my world,
i'm your boy and you are my girl..
doing everything the way you want it..
i will trying my best and get better ..
and i will treasure this relationship..

♥ sorry that i loved you♥

sorry that i loved you..
for all of the time that i tried for your smile,
for making you think that i was worth the while,
so your love,luv,lub,love,love,
would be mind..
for sending you flowers and holding your hand,
when no one was there to take a stead,
but the love,love,love made us blind...
and i'm now sorry that i hurt you,
sorry that i fail through,
sorry i was falling in love with you...

i'm sorry that it came true
but sorry dosen't turn back time
for all that i have done to you,
i wish it i could make it right..
so sorry that i loved you,
sorry that i needed you,
sorrty that i held you tight..
and i'm so sorry for making you love me and saying goodbye..
for being the one that taught you how to cry
it was love,love,love and it passed us by
for giving you everything that you dream,
for taking it back when i fled the scene,
sorry love,
for wasting ur time..
and i'm so sorry that i hurt you,
sorry that i fail through,
sorry i was falling it love with you
i'm sorry that it came though
but sorry dosen't turn back time..
for all taht i have done to you,
i wish it i could make it right
so sorry that i love you,
sorry that i needed you,
sorry that i held you tight..
and apology now after all of this time,
won't make any diference tonight,
but i'm hoping
i'm sorry will open your mind,
love,love,love,love in your life,
yeah~~~~

♥LOVE♥

Speaking of love, is it everybody know what is love?
I think,
love is like riding in the cable car...
Before u wanted to after a girl or into a relationship...
it's just like before u step into the cable car....
But,
once you stepped into the cable car,
it's neither the cable car safely send you to the other side
or it drop...
Of course,
meanwhile you can see beautiful sight....
Love,
is the same it's neither you see beautiful things, or you fall.
By the way,
love is also like a knife, it cuts.
But, the question is,
yours? or...someone else? something else?
or...maybe nothing else...
Recently, I fall in love with a girl,
hmmm....
I know. I am dumb,
how can i love someone but i do not know,
but sometimes we are too close each other...
Me and that girl was like, erm, how should I put this, in different world?
speechless...
she was pretty and i admit it...
and she also was friendly..
sometimes I wonder,
will she fall in love with me then?
I don't know, but, from what I know, the answer is, ..... Dream on~~
maybe she was too young and many question appear in my mind...
even though i never trying but i knew it..
so i won't be thingking so much about that..
just i'm glad to be know u and be ur fren~~
i'm happy when taking wth you..
i will around with you~~
and when u're not hapi,i will there wth u...
i hope that u understand what i'm thingking now..
i dont want our friendship broke up because of various misunderstandings
I heard people say that,
the longest or the biggest distance is that,
I am standing in front of u,
and u do not know that I love u.
I beg to differ....
i think the biggest distance is
the time that has passed...
no matter how u trying to revive or go back...
it passed and it's end
and i wanna said that
i'm damn miss u..(real)

♥sebastin hapi bufday♥

27/02/2010
Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock....
Everytime just one Tick, one second is gone, another Tock, another second is gone...without noticing...time is really flying and has away from us...so fast, one year has passed and i'm 21 now... :)
Happy bufday to myself...
hoho..
just simple celebration with my parents and frens...
nothing special...
and i appreciate it...
thank to all my friend and parents..
and also their present...
at here i wanna to thank some1...
some1 tat be my sakai fren...
the present and the letter...
and i lub it...
u know i know
i hope that we're 4ever together...
hoho...
just that all for today...
end..