♥ lastday♥ 15/07/2010

today is the lastday i'm working
finally i'm done with my work
damm happy
i'm freedom~~
wahahaha
great
and i also wanna said that
thank you for you all guy helping me celebrate and give me a surprice
and also wanna said thank you to 老板and老板娘 give me a chance to work
i'm glad ti know you all guy
tomorrow i will leaving and i will missing you all
when i free i will visit you all~~
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♥thank you♥

sorry to all my friend
have a long time didn't update my blog
and i also miss my blog~~
this few week,i'm moody
some trouble thing happened to me
and i'm upset about what happened to me
it's complicated
and i'm scare to tell my parents
but that's over
just forget it
For once i don't regret the day before it begins
i welcome the day coming
because i know
there is change,i can sense it
i feel good~~

I have a good news
i was worried before,
but now it will not be~~
that is i bought a new laptop
heehe
quite happy lur
technically the laptop is my cousin bought for me
she treat me like her son and always liik out for me
i take this opportunity to said
thank you for everything and i love you like my mother also
i will be more study hard from now
and put more effort into my studies
i wish i could do it much better~~

♥ gathering♥ (25/06/2010)

Dear diaries:
Today is our primary classmate gathering~
today will be different
cause we have a long time didn't meet each other
actually i'm quite happy
finally can meet them already
and i know that somebody will be different today
our gathering starting at 8:30pm
and i'm totally unprepared
crap
it's the first gathering and i'm late
well,i couldn't miss our gathering
the time now was 8:40pm
i need to chill myself
actually i got abit not remember our lecturer house
agak agak only
i reached there about 9pm something.
finally i reached le
haha
forgive for i'm late
but no one noticed
hahahaha
cause everyone busy their eating
then we take picture~eating~chit chat
everyone are happy on that day
everyone is changes
now they have their own life, need to assume the responsibility
and i hope they have a better life including me~~
keke
about 10pm something i need to left early
cause i have another date need to go
sorry for everyone
i feel good on that day
i should probably go
well, my friend thank for everything~~^^

♥offday♥10/06/10

Dear Diaries~

2day i offday,ntng special,
jz a normal day~~
actually im too boring to stay at home~~
then i go college find terry~
finally he gt class~
gek gek~~
waiting him lur~~
then on9 till 7pm~
quite so long actually~
bobian~~
then we all go to s.w~~
shopping time~~
wahaha~~
the whole shoppping
guess what happen??
XD~~
only juz me buying~~
quite crazy actually~~
haha~~
that day，
i bought watches,wallet and Glasses in s.w~~
we rush and rush that day~~



will upload the photo~~

quite love that watches~~
even expensive bt deserve~~









then we go to t.s~~
and still me~~
bought a shoes~~

converse
ALL STAR




anyway, i think i need to thank to terry too~~
cause he actually accompany me a whole shopping~~^^
finally can bck home le~~~~
guess hw much i spent??
rm300++~~
wtf~~
if let my parent neo~~
i thk i will die lur~~
bt sometimes,quite fun actually~~
hehe~~
i will never n ever spent money ad~~
i will saving money la~~
seriously~~

♥Life♥

Life is too short~~
to wake up with regrets~~
have the people who treat you right~~
forget the one who dont!!
Believe that everything happens for a reason,
if you get a change,
take it

if it changes your life,
let it

nobody said life would be easy
they just promised
it would be worth it♥

♥where is mine happiness♥

Dear Diaries
I could not have been more wrong~~
i thought that i could smile,nod my way~~
through it~~
pretend that like it would all be ok~~
i had a plan,
i wanted to change who i was,
create a life as someone new ,
some one without the past~,
without the pain,
someone alive...
but it's not that easy~~
the bad things stay with you~~
they follow you~~
you cant escape them~~
as much as you want to~~~
all you can do is be ready for the good~~
i had it~~
i will be fine~~
Do me ever mean it??

♥过意不去♥

最近心情不好~~
前几天jenny有来找过我，
说她喜欢上一个男孩很久了而他们的感情很好，
可是不知怎么开口说出来~~
我也替他高兴~~
虽然之前也有谈过恋爱~~
可是还是有点了解女人吧~
不过不敢说非常了解女人的心态~~
关以爱情的难题~
我还是可以应付~~
他问我该怎么办？？
我告诉她其时喜欢一个人没罪麻~~
如果你告诉她气起码你有50%的机会
你没告诉他他怎么知道你在想怎么~~
虽然50%但也有可能哦~
他说那好，我试下咯~~
过了几天这样~~
他信息给我~~
信息里写着
（那天晚上我们出去时告诉了他我喜欢他很久了，可是老天爷怎么也不帮我~
他拒绝了我~~他说我只把你当好朋友罢了,没有其他的~~)

你说过那50%的可能性会成功~~
但我怎么也不觉得~~
我好难过~~~
好想哭~~
我恨你！！恨死你！！！
之后就回她信息~
但她没回我直到现在~~
jenny
其实我也不知道事情会搞到这样~~
我错了~~
我给了你希望~~~
心里真的过意不去~~
对不起~~
连累了你~~
我知道你回来我部落格看一看~~
希望你能看到~~
等你的心情好些~~
赶快信息我~~
或着你也可以来找我
告诉我最近的你~~
我发觉原来不是每一次开口都会有好结果~~
原来我是错的~~